omg!
todae when i was going home frm sch.
i crossed the road near my hse.
i nearly kena knocked down by car!
i suddenly forget tat tat road is 2 way de.
den i onli see 1 way.
den suddenly i looked the other side.
there was a car coming!
den i shocked!
somemore i still stand there for abt 1 or 2 sec.
omg!
den i realise car is coming!
den i run over!
omg!
i reallie cant imagine if i reallie kena bang.
OH!
phew~
lucky i reacted it fast.
if not.
omg~
hmm.
todae sch end ard 1445.
actually wanted to go buy lu de prezzie de.
but i went to do eda tools.
so din went.
yeah~
i finished my eda tools de assignment le.
den i msg yun tat i din go buy.
den she sae tml she go buy.
hmm.
die!
i still dunno my 2047 de grp!
DIE!
DIE!
DIE!
next week project due le leh!
SHIT!
hai.
tml go ask teacher again ba.
sad.
=(
hmm.
juz now feel like having a new relationship.
but.
im reallie afraid.
hmm.
slowly ba.
mayb it juz take time.
hmm.
juz now i tink.
tat time when i first break wif des tat time.
he was wif casse not long aft.
den veri fast oso break le.
den he go wif liyun aft tat.
hmm.
den i tink is casse told mi tat he wan they 2 to replace mi.
so tat can forget mi.
but he cant.
hmm.
i was like.
-_-"
ok.
den.
2 yrs aft.
we had a chat in msn.
he wan to be wif mi again.
i dun wan in the first place.
coz.
i still hate him when i break wif him he so fast go wif they 2.
den he explained.
he sae tat he trusted 2 wrong ppl.
tats y he did tat.
hmm.
i tink i noe its who.
its.
weijie.
and.
trovine.
muz likely.
at least 99.99%.
ok.
den i reallie trusted him tat he trusted wrong ppl.
so.
i forgive him.
and.
accept him.
again.
but den.
now i tink back wat he said and wat he do.
hmm.
if trovine reallie lead him the wrong way.
den y is he so close to trovine now?
hmm.
now.
i reallie wonder his words.
izzit truth.
its like so mao dun.
other den weijie and trovine.
i cant tink of other ppl le.
coz at tat point time.
onli weijie and trovine wif him.
hmm.
hai.
since now its over le.
reallie dunno got anymore chance or not.
watever it is.
I WANA NOE THE TRUTH!!
no matter wat it is.
i can take it de.
when can i noe the truth?
is he lying mi all the while?
or he is telling mi the truth?
or im juz over sensitive?
i reallie dunno.
reallie cant figure out.
argh.
im reallie confussed.
hai.
when will my thinkings end?
hmm.
my iris liu jie noe it le.
she asked mi to be strong.
asked mi to get over it.
den i tell her.
ya.
i noe.
but.
saeing it easy.
when u reallie wana do it.
its reallie beri difficult.
hmm.
she oso sae tat i still got them.
hmm
yeah.
actually.
i can sae tat im quite fortunate le ba.
got my 6 jies be wif mi always.
no matter wat happen.
=)
yeah!
thanx man.
if i dun haf them.
hai.
reallie duuno wat will happen to my life man.
yeah~
i reallie appreciate them alot alot.
=)
love them to the core!
=p